Why are u avoiding me like this as never before...?
You was not like this earlier..
You called me often,made me laugh at ur silly jokes.,
We cared each other alot.,
In every breath of mine,you was the only figure in my mind..,
Night calls,messages.,the kisses we shared all remain...
Here,in this darkness im searching for u.,.ur sholders for me to rest.,
Checking my mobile always ,.juz for ur calls and messages...
You are always bcy .,.as never.,.
I know its not ur fault.,.its time of ur growth.,its ur bcy days..,
But still......i feel that u are avoiding me.,my loveTears are dripping out of my eyes.,.
You seem not to bother this at all..
Always consoling meby saying that” to take it easy.,.and its all part of the game dear..”
But,.dearness is missing in your voice.,.its all routine and everything out of my control.,.
I have not slept for days,.,.thinking of u ,.our love...,,
Now., i feel that only way is to avoid u too,.to make u aware.,..,
how badly it feels wen u avoid someone very special........
but that will surely end up in our separation.,.
we will separate..will get separated,.,
BUT DOES OUR MINDS..????
And our kids..?,.,i have no answer to this...
No answer
Let it go like this till u say ..” alvida” to me..,..
There is a ray of hope now.,.expecting to get back ur love agian...
And that makes me to survive in this world.....
